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How do you read the title of the post: I miss my brother. All those who do not know me, or have stumbled here by accident, they will say: "What's strange or bbk?". All those, however, I know you will stand instead of asking: "Who fuck is his brother ???". Now, I must give you act: I actually do not have a brother. The point is this: how can you miss something that I did not?? You could now start an endless, as unnecessary and complex analysis of the psychological triggers that sense of abandonment (that is to say, actually, I write better than any star of a book Moccia!), But the point is that we would be off topic. I try to explain better: do you remember when you miss someone you know: I do not know, brother, sister, friend, father or mother who are traveling who knows ... where no clear concept ?!?... here, precisely I lack a real person ... but in my case is not real! It seems to me that everything runs in an absolutely clear, is not it?!? Say no?!? Seeking to deepen This morning, I do not know why, I woke up feeling the lack of someone who does not exist, that I have not felt a sense of misconduct due to the fact that he never had a brother (like, oh how it would nice if I had a brother, we would have done this, and this other one!), I simply felt the absence of my brother (to want to say all was my twin!) as if there had been until a few days ago and now there was more, I do not know where to party. I know this is meaningless, it is for me to imagine you, though, as I said in the first post, this blog is to collect experiences and impressions that I can serve to know me better, somehow I think it is important a strange feeling today. Even so, my dear readers, I have not the desire for a new sister: when I was small, at approximately the 3 / 4 years, I went around saying that you have a twin and success in the way so convinced that people believed me! Add to this that my favorite movie has always been "The cowboy with the bridal veil" and therefore outlines a psychological profile rather interesting! I'm not going to psychoanalyze here now: first of all because I can not do it, then why are mortally engaged in studying. All in all I just wanted to record this impression: the absence of my brother, someone to be me in many respects and it is not in many others, someone whose presence is enough to give me strength, a strength different from what anyone else you can give, based not only on the blood, such a cartel deep and resonant to be perfect. Tranquilli, I do not need more support lately: the support of Vale is perfect, my friends are exactly where I want them to know where that is not the rant of a little chick who feels abandoned, I repeat that I'm fine ( although stressed trooooooooppoooo !!!), Simply, do not know why, this morning I woke up thinking someone (that does not exist) and that I miss!
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