Tooth Pain That Travels

IPSSAR LILLIPUT TAKES A BREAK TO REFLECT OUR LAST DAY TOMORROW

After two years we stopped ... to reflect, to find new ideas ... to understand where will the IPSSA with the reform of secondary schools.

The first year was hard, but positive ...
The second was rather a nightmare ... all against all to criticize, all say the game is not worth it ... In short I'm tired.
I'll be there in Lilliput ', but you and I know that I have fun with my daughter and the girlfriends who want to participate with her.
I know that the ITIS Natta participate again. I hope so Professor Fogleman a good job.

See q uindi to Lilliput 2011!!

Qualifications Of Being A Cook

QAF Season 8-Episode 9 - the third time

"You tell me what is your problem? "Justin asked entering the room with glass wall that opened onto the terrace.

Brian looked at him imprisoned in the back: "I've already said, I have no problems, just a little 'hot and the prawns which were to be still alive, judging from the pinch I feel in the stomach, " said, lighting a cigarette.

"Perhaps the pinch in the stomach are the symptoms that you're reaching the limit of tolerability for a holiday with your family!" Notes that the boy was wearing torn jeans and a tight t-shirt Armani.

Brian merely a snorting chuckle. So now it was his fault, as everything from script.

"Maybe ..." granted obnoxious heading to the stairs.

"It is not home we can not go to take a shower, "the tow Justin and Brian had to close my eyes and breathe in all the patience that could not collect send him to hell in a little elegant.

"What do you want from me?" He asked with a calm but firm tone, turning to look at him.

Justin looked in his eyes, looking just as firm, hard: "First of all I wish that I stopped treating me as a kid."

"And this you've already stated before, "Brian gave her back leaning against the balustrade of the stairs and crossing his arms to his chest.

"And you 'bout to do it in front of others," Justin went up to him. Brian looked at him without speaking.

"I'm not your son, not Gus, stop making paternalistic with me and get me the notes like that in front of everyone. Brian grew up, are no longer the little boy of seventeen. I have the mental capacity to choose for myself without the need of your arguments! "

Brian looked down, smiling a bitter smile, then nodded tired, "You've always done," he said.

Justin nodded and sighed trying to calm the furious wave of anger that had caught him just before the table. A rage that even he was able to explain to the end. It was not only for the condescending tone of his companion, was something that made him tick as a knife in the belly.

What was it?

What words was fired?

Perhaps Brian's words were read by his unconscious as an attempt to stop him, stop his plans. But would not stop, not now.

"Why do not you want to do the campaign for the gay association," he asked looking at his companion who had left to consume the cigarette between his fingers.

Brian snorted a slight sigh, tired, "I guess I explained it to me I can not afford. And you should know because you know that for October and November I have two major campaigns for two new major customers. "

Justin nodded," I would have done otherwise, "he asked pointing and approaching those damn those blue eyes Brian looked at him and said nothing.

Justin broke into a smile knowingly and shook his head.

"Take courage. In three days we go home! "Ruled ironic clapping pat on the shoulder before you turn around and leave again to reach the friends.

Brian followed him with his eyes. Motionless, silent. He blinked, trying not to think too much, and continuing to blame the stomach to food.

He lit a cigarette and walked to the second door.

look to the table. Mel had taken place there and argued with Justin and Lindsay. Lindsay pointed to the house with one hand, a sign that they were talking about him, yet.

Children playing tag screaming loudly when Gus appeared from behind a chair or a deck with water guns leveled.

There it is: the room of a villa in Malibu with his family from whom, Justin, had just accused of trying to escape.

Perhaps he was right?

The heat was unbearable, it was not always used to eat lunch, not to go to the gym, to share their spaces around the clock with the whole tribe.

The 'family' had call Justin.

He defined it that way always, it was.

were people who had chosen for life and which, in this way, had given the power to open the doors shut behind him.

that day had not understood. But then they had never done, nor had ever tried to do so. But he had the same choices.

had made the right choice?

The subtle question popped into her brain even before seeing it. He had not ever given the entry even though he knew her from somewhere. But being accused of being tired from a family friend who did not realize that he was the one who was running away chasing dreams that would not be finished ever had surprised him and made weaker.

And so the question had first found the door wide open awareness.

slid along the table and his eyes met the eyes of Michael, was looking at him, ignoring friends' discussions.

Brian stared for a moment in those eyes of his friend. Do not they smiled, not exchanged nods of agreement.

It was a moment when one read the other's feelings.

And for this, Brian immediately lowered his eyes, turned and disappeared from view window.

'Suspicious Minds' - Elvis Presley

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OxlGioADs3I

****

"You have escaped the promenade along the sea with ice cream and cotton candy? & Rdquo ; Lindsay smiled sitting next to Brian on the beach.

"You also seem to me," retorted the friend throwing the cigarette between thumb and forefinger to cause a light in the dark parable of the sand that was mixed with the sea.

Only the light of the terrace of the house rented by Brian and Justin on holiday, not far away, the lighted portion of the beach where they were seated, thus allowing to understand where the sand ended and the sea begins.

was a night of new moon but the absolute lack of humidity that characterized the coast of California given a clear and starry sky like a planetarium.

"Can I sit with you," asked the woman tying up her neck she wore a white sweatshirt.

Brian chuckled, "I are already sitting, I think. "

Lindsay looked at his profile and smiled:" I'm sorry for the attack you suffered at the table today, "he tried. It was his typical: first attacked and then apologized.

Brian shrugged: "Nothing you do not know how to handle, quiet. Now I've made the call. "

She nodded:" The fact is that ... "

" Lindsay, " Brian tow in the bud - "if what you're trying to do is to use the influence that undoubtedly have on me to persuade me to change my mind, forget it. I said I can not do it and I will not. "

The woman nodded slowly:" It was not my intention. Anyway, I understand why you can not do it. "

Brian just nodded thinking why, if he had understood, had turned against him. But as always, held their own recriminations.

"I'm sorry for discussion with Justin."

Brian laughed heartily this time: "If you learn to stop sorry for things that do not concern you would live much longer serene. "

Lindsay sighed, grabbed the cigarettes placed alongside the cross-legged friend and lit one.

"In addition there has been no discussion with Justin, or at least, nothing that is not normal of two people who have been together for centuries. You and Mel do not argue that? "

" Obviously, yes, "replied Lindsay piccata. Brian tried in every way to persuade us that there were deeper problems but she knew that there was. It was not the debate itself, was aware of, since the conditions that that discussion had uncovered.

"So what?"

She almost sighed impatiently: "And so I know that it is difficult have the feeling of being left behind for something that we think the other judges most important, but it is not. "

Brian turned a questioning look on her:" You know? Strange because I know it's you the one he had left behind something and not the other way. "

Lindsay raised his eyebrows and nodded peak:" You were telling me that you had to try, test, live otherwise my dreams ... "

"I remember what I told you," the tow man for the second time.

"So why this should not apply to Justin?" She asked with upper air thinking of putting it on the ropes, presenting the result of an equation that could not be questioned.

Brian snorted a small laugh from the nose, "Why is not the same thing."

"Which is different?"

"The fact that you had chosen the family at the expense of your artistic dreams, he has both," Brian confessed. It was amazing how Lindsay could always make him talk. There must be something diabolical in that woman!

"Indeed," given her - "and now is going through a time when ..." He stopped watching the sea, as if they could escape the dark shadow of better word to understand what Brian intends to communicate. "The ... commitments in excess of those working families and he devoted more, but that means nothing. "

Brian sighed to anything that Lindsay was proposing the mess up with the concepts.

"I know very well that means nothing. As I knew he would do so sooner or later. I always knew Linds, because I know Justin for thirteen years. I know that the family would not be enough as not only the art would suffice. So who wants everything all at once and wanted to spend as much time and energy to all the same. But I know also can not do it. "

The woman sighed," Okay, you're right, with the history of the gay movement, has won three months of working full immersion, but they are three months Brian. "

aware He nodded, smiling:" No it will be, "ruled then leaving her friend staring at him blankly.

He shrugged his shoulders: "When will the proposed new museum, a new exhibition, a maybe work in Canada or Europe, and he will not be able to say no. Why is it done so, is in its nature. He loves challenges and he jumps in without assessing the consequences. His whole life is. It was thus with me, with Luise, with Scarlett, with the Pink Posse. It takes only the heart. lives for not chasing targets to achieve them. "

Lindsay said his friend frantically trying to say something in the brain but not finding.

"But to me it's fine," said Brian sincere closing their shoulders - "except that it is no longer a stimulus to continue to have a work in progress, even as a growing person is no longer his dreams and his art Linds. It's becoming an obsession. Now it's like a drug, it wants more and more often. And like any addict, do not realize it until he loses everything he has around him. "

Lindsay held a deep sigh, biting lip: he was right then? Brian's words concealed a deeper malaise than just bickering between teammates.

"So why not stop it if you have this vision so clear?" She asked, frightened by the words of Brian. She had gone to comfort him and make him see reason and as always, she found herself having to be her to reflect on his words.

"Why do today what I tried to do," asked the astonished friend - "When I told him I want to take you from all sides also thought you'd say that because I feel neglected? "

" No, "she admitted sadly.

Brian picked up a shoulder and threw her head sideways: "And what is it worth? To take the one that treats it as a kid and that is hysterical because I tired to be with you. What should I do? "He asked defiantly.

He wanted to help him? She found the solution!

"Justin loves you and Scarlett loves, "ruled the woman trying to convince Brian to something that he knew more than it was her.

"I know Linds. I told you that I have no problem with that. But I'm afraid he'll to have them. "

" How? "

" When you realize that he can not run for a lifetime. That the piece that everyone feels faint within him, not because there will never in reality. That the euphoria that a new project is a way to feel alive, but the euphoria is not happiness, is a feeling exactly like un'estremizzazione sadness. It can not last forever. And I fear that when they have already thrown in the toilet realize the opportunities that life had placed in his way and he, with his eyes fixed on the next mirage, was ignored. "

& ldquo , Brian, "she tried without knowing more than say.

"I told you Linds, it's like a drug. Do not do it to prove something to someone, do not do it for artistic pleasure. He does it because he can not help it. And like any addict ... "concluded Brian sighing and lowering his voice to a whisper -" Nobody can do anything for him. Must get him to slam the muzzle. As in all things, anyway. "

She stared in one of his silence. Brian looked at for a while longer than necessary and smiled. "It's like you. You are the same, "he said softly -" That's why I love you. "

Lindsay's eyes at those words filled with tears and emotion caught the warm and overwhelming.

"And then he starts whining," teased the Brian shook his head.

Lindsay pulled up the nose and wiped a tear with a finger: "Stop being stupid."

"let's go home to drown your sorrows in whiskey," Brian suggested getting up and shaking the sand off.

Lindsay sat and stared at him without speaking, her long blonde hair waved in front of the face with the ocean breeze.

"What? Is it the whiskey? Because you know what usually happens between you and me after we get drunk? This should make you jump from here at home! "Brian teased with a smile, the playful on his face.

"No," Lindsay ruled profoundly serious.

Brian shook his head question: who was then sitting to sit motionless staring at the same pace as x-ray?

"I know you're tired of being with us," she whispered as she pushed through a smile on her face - "I know. And I also know Justin. "

Brian, struck in his deepest emotions, dropped the hand that led to her friend and looked away to the sea. "You know Linds, I think the most important thing is that I know," notes that before you turn and head for home.

'Misunderstood' - Robbie Williams

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v = Mc30I_pUmTM

*****

"Truth is truth whether anyone believes it?"

Daphne leaned her cheek on her hand and closed his eyes. For sure he would fall asleep she was sure, the philosophical dissertations by Ben and Robert the bored to death.

she was always more practical, less bizarre.

"Of course, there is always the truth," Ben said in an impassioned debate in months.

"How to prove it," asked the husband of Daphne a mosquito with a crushing blow on his arm so hard that he came to Daphne - "Nietzsche has dealt with this issue long before of you! "said the girl getting up from the table where they dined together," and with the same results barbosa: me asleep on the books. "

Robert looked at his wife and chuckled to himself by pulling ;, Ben turned his almost annoyed look.

For once he felt involved in an argument!

"You can continue to put each other questions that have no response until tomorrow because you find it so funny. I'm going to bed, 'said the girl, smiling and stroking the head of a man leaned to kiss her.

"Night."

"Night."

It was then that Long Xi burst into their hut, his face flushed and short of breath, "Dr. Robert Help, help Dr. Robert!" Cried the child without another word.

The three adults turned to him and alarmed Daphne joined him racing crouch in front of his terrified face, "What is Long Xi, what happens?"

"Fire, fire!" said the boy in an English eccentric and made it almost incomprehensible terror.

"Where the fire," asked Robert alarmed.

"Mother, sister, fire! Help Dr. Robert "

In a moment all rushed out of the shed.

****

Brian let out a long contented sigh rolled away from the body of Justin, after removing the condom and threw it where happened.

He was breathing with your eyes closed enjoying the absence of any kind of thought of the post orgasm.

mate at his side moved after a few moments to go to the bathroom and wipe.

Brian breathed quietly for a few moments later there was strength and opened his eyes and leaned over the table to light his cigarette.

After a few moments Justin went back to bed and lay down beside him by removing the cigarette from his hand.

Brian sighed with a smile and lit another.

They sat smoking in silence, his head in the hollow of the shoulder Brian Justin, the man's arm to receive the partner's neck while his hand He made drawings distracted on his chest.

The next day they returned to Pittsburgh and should not be any need to have sex, given the time. Two people with a bit 'of salt, four hours after their departure would have stayed.

ten days, especially if they were having sex regularly twice a day.

fact that the original intention had been.

But Scarlett had them ripped out of sleep with a crying and when Brian had reached her, the girl had told him that he had a nightmare: he was dead.

Brian had spent a good half hour with his daughter to console her, convince her that it was just a dream, and argue with her about what, in those days, had become the obsession of the child: death.

Nothing strange, all of physiology.

Brian knew that children at some point in their lives have a morbid curiosity for the death because they start to develop it and they need all the help possible.

Brian remembered that many years ago saw a movie, a character said: 'Many people wonder exactly when you stop being children and become children, then young men, and all replied that there' is a precise moment. But it is not true. There is an exact moment. Stop being a boy the day he discovered the existence of death '.

He explained to his daughter that yes, it would happen one day but it was a day so long ago that she did not have to worry about it now. And that day she was an adult and would have friends, perhaps a companion, perhaps a child, in short a life that did not depend on more than that of the father.

And the little girl asked him if he was dead 'grandpa' to him was not disappointed.

Brian had tried to give answers more consistent and easy to understand the logic of immature and Scarlett had found to talk to her about Jack. Lying.

had told her of a happy childhood, a loving father, strong, who had taught him many things and now he was always close to him even though he could not see.

When Scarlett was left finally overcome by sleep, come back in Brian's room wide awake and had just found Justin awake.

The result was logical.

was at that moment of silence satisfied that Brian came back to mind the words spoken to his daughter and thought back to Jack.

"What?" Justin said that now he knew every change of mood by the way mate just sigh.

Brian put out his cigarette and leaned back on the pillows: "Do you know the only good memory I have of my father?"

Justin was not surprised ; argument 'Jack Kinney' as Brian, on his return to the chamber was updated on the conversation with Scarlett.

"Yes, I know. When they went bowling. "

" Yeah, "confirmed Brian. "And you know it is the best memory?"

"Because the rest was an asshole?" Said Justin still leaning on his chest.

Brian laughed: "In addition to this."

"No."

"Why play with me. And I thought he enjoyed, even though it was obvious that they do not, but I could not know. "

Justin raised his eyebrows trying to follow a discourse that had become suddenly more complicated than its ears.

"I mean," continued the man perceiving the partner's hesitation - "It is not that an adult can really have fun playing with a child. My father could not enjoy an evening to see me that I pulled off the track almost all the balls in the end and he could not even get a sound to strike not mortify. But he laughed and I thought he enjoyed. And that was enough. All it took so much to ensure that I have a decent memory of my father. "

Justin cleared his throat and sat up, turning his eyes on the fellow.

"Brian, sorry but do not follow you," he said with a cheerful smile. That philosophizing was four o'clock in the morning?

Brian looked at him with steady eyes, unsmiling and Justin, not even a real anxiety because he felt a knot in my stomach.

"What I mean is that ..." the man paused, sighed, then said - "... How to Play with Gus when I play, or watch a cartoon with Scarlett, or I'm three hours to put up a frost not I have fun playing baseball. But the end of a parent is not to have fun. If I want to enjoy going out with friends, I watch a porno, I'm going to dance. Of course I'm going to watch 'Ice Age five'! But you know Sunshine, the fact that I enjoy does not mean that, when Scarlett's watching me to see if I even laugh with her, when Gus is watching me to see if he likes something that amuses me too, I'm pretending and that I would be anywhere but there. Because I know what they feel and see that I share with them something they like, and that's the thing that satisfies me and makes me do one thing alone and that I would never be bored to death. "

"Brian sorry, I understood the concept but I did not understand why ... "

" Did you really get the idea? "Brian asked with a tone that Justin, for no reason, he felt a chill on ice : but what was going on?

The boy only shook his head with a bewildered look and question.

Brian smiled an inscrutable smile, "The concept is that the fact that you do not play cards with you after lunch, you hate the boat trips all together, you hate birthday parties and gatherings at the home of Debbie, that these things do not amuse myself in other words, does not necessarily imply that I bored you, I want to be somewhere else and I was getting tired. "

Justin parted mouth uttering a slight sigh to decode the thinking of Brian. He remembered the words of the first two days and if they repented.

He thought then to have to provide reassurance.

smiled: "I know Brian. I know, "granted with look and tone sincere.

Brian nodded and got out of bed, "So if you know it," judgments before giving it back to fix an icy gaze on him - "after seven fucking years, do me a personal favor, stop continue to question that, "ruled before turning to head to the bathroom.

Justin felt himself sinking, as if the bed had turned suddenly into a pool of quicksand.

"Brian! I said bullshit, sorry I was pissed and ... "

"An applicant Justin bullshit," tow the fellow in the doorway of the room. He was calm, quiet, did not use recriminatorio tone. He was simply stating a truth that was always there and that only the light that had caused the disturbance in the speech made by Scarlett and the memory of his father had pushed to the surface.

But Justin was not perhaps to teach him to speak? Not to keep it all inside?

Now he was talking about.

"The fact," continued tossing his head to one side - "is that it is bullshit as you say, is the projection of your own insecurity, fear of your own that you have not yet removed from the head. But that's your problem Sunshine, not mine. And because it's true that now more than six adult and I'm not your father, is now beginning to see it for what it is and fix it. "

Justin stared at his companion without reply.

Brian smiled: "And now we sleep at least three hours, otherwise, tomorrow we will be in pieces, "given before closing the bathroom door behind him.

'Mouth For War' - Pantera

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p-N0j3tsMFM

*****

Ben stood with eyes closed and chin lifted to enjoy the drops of water from the shower that removes the soot that had stuck on him.

remembered when the bomb exploded at Babylon, seven years earlier. It experienced the same feeling.

water would clean up the outside but for his state of mind could do nothing.

At the time Michael was worried to death, was now irrelevant. Even what he had done.

After the desperate plea of the child, had run out, and had come to the cabin that housed three families in the field: the flames were devouring everything.

components of the three families were rescued, missing only his mother and sister Xi Long. It was absurd to even think of to use a fire extinguisher. The fire had become uncontrollable, the only thing to do was wait for everything to consume self-extinguish.

Daphne had picked up the little Xi Long, who kept crying and asking to Dr. Robert to help his mother and his sister. Hugged him unable to tell him that there was nothing left to do for them. Ben enchanted and powerless in the face of greed could hear the chanting of the flames of the small, incapable of resigning, he continued to ask to save his family. It was a lullaby, like a litany by now, as if the baby had realized that you could not do anything else but continues to ask how she was praying someone above them.

was when the child interrupted the litany, away from Daphne decided to spare him the sight of horror, that Ben and Robert together perceived now tired of the cries from behind the house.

They had looked at each other and in a silent agreement had run into the back to find the mother of healthy Long Xi and stored outside the home. She was sitting on the floor and showed a room in the house shouting a name that had not understood, but it was clear to everyone who was calling the woman.

Ben sighed when a slight feeling of sadness took possession of his soul at the sight of a mother who watched helplessly the death of her daughter.

But Robert, who had not lost in a world of his own, he realized that the woman's finger pointed to a specific point. A sort of tunnel consists of two huge axes that burning, falling, had crossed each other leaving a small smoke-filled corridor.

out of there was the woman? E Xi Long?

Robert looked around and ran to tear a sheet from the wires stretched out, soaking in a puddle of water nearby.

Only then Ben had become aware of the intentions of the boy: "It is madness Robert, you can not do it!" Intimate pragmatic.

"I try, I will not let a child die in a year without anything groped!"

"Probably is already dead, if not burned, suffocated by the smoke, "said Ben rationally.

"I must try, however, Ben!"

The man had tried a wave of anger because the boy persisted in wanting to do the impossible? There was nothing to do, everyone knew. He risked his life and for what?

When Robert had put on the wet sheet, Ben had looked around, hoping there was Daphne groped to deter him.

But there was, there were only two of them. Everyone else had been spellbound and helpless on the front of the cabin just waiting to collapse.

Ben had watched the tunnel, and then Robert had thought that probably a few minutes time Daphne would have to mourn the death of her husband, and those people the death of their beloved Dr. Robert. It was crazy, and Robert was too important to afford it.

why Ben was not until she pulled the sheet off of the boy without even realizing it could and in a moment he crouched on the ground crawling inside the smoky tunnel.

When he was released, about three minutes later, he observed the faces that were a mixture of concern and hope that Robert, Daphne, Long Xi and the mother of two babies .

In arm holding the child, who was not breathing.

Robert ran the meeting and took the child stand on the floor and trying to revive her under the gaze of the expectant mother, Daphne had joined him and had spilled a bucket full of water to quench skin burning like when you're in front of a blazing fireplace.

The water had given relief to Ben that, immediately after he found himself standing next to Daphne to look at Robert, who alternated between a light heart massage to a mouth / nose of the small-mouth.

It was an eternal moment, suspended in the lack of time. Up to that at some point, had little coughing.

was alive!

had made it. Had made it! Ben had saved her.

The mother began to cry and took his daughter in his arms embracing the 'Doctor Robert' and crying on his shoulder throughout his gratitude.

Daphne had run by Ben and instinctively embraced him: "You saved you saved it!" He repeated squeezing emotion.

Ben had returned the hug with his eyes fixed on Robert, who smiled at him.

Without trying anything.

"Frozen" - Within Temptation

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7yKzrpFRzqg

What Is The Best Pre-workout Supplement

QAF-Season 8-Episode 9 - the second time

"Well, now I understand why you did not want more return to Pittsburgh, "cried Ted Justin entrance of the 'Disco Circus', gay nightclub in Los Angeles located directly between the beginning and the end of Sunset Boulevard in Beverly Hills street.

Brian glanced poisonous friend: "I mean, you've wanted to relocate here with Brian!" Specifies Ted getting Justin and Emmett's laughter back.

It made way through the crowd of young people who crowded the most glamorous nightclub in Los Angeles trying to reach the privèe, which Emmett had access to knowledge through his and Andrew.

But Justin was insisting to go to the 'Circus': at the time of his stay in Los Angeles was his favorite place, his and Conor ...

"Sure be worth it all the way from Malibu, "Blake said, looking around like Alice in Wonderland.

"It's worth the lesbians have taken on holiday at the end," notes Brian - "otherwise we were now smeared with ice cream on the waterfront."

Justin chuckled and took his hand snaked between boys while still beautiful, tall and muscular.

"You were cleaning patches of ice cream, my dear, "Specifications Emmett -" You married couples with children, we were here for sure whatever! "

Ted said Brian with a sly smile and the ' friend glared for a second time with his eyes.

When I finally managed to reach the mouths of all the private area, except the Jusitn and Emmett who already knew the place, opened in spite of themselves.

Despite Brian frequented places in New York as the fashion never had seen a similar space.

In the land of movies, actors, and the 'first image has the' luxury and the pursuit of perfection of every detail was a dogma.

not only the environment was greater portion of available local to each customer, in a disco nightclub, but the decor, lighting, angle bar, sofas and the track seemed to come directly from the minds of the greatest architects and designers in the world.

all accompanied by beautiful to all patrons does not even seem real.

"Now I know where the Americans are beautiful. Or in the movies or in here, "estimated Ted do seriously, as if he was considering a bid for the Kinnetik.

Brian laughed and put his arm around the shoulders of Justin dragging his companion to him. "Shall we dance or want to drink first?"

"We dance," whispered the boy doing sensual join his body to that of companion to make him feel the erection that already pushed.

had arrived in the morning and despite the time zone, the beach with the whole company, the three hours spent alone at home with Brian, and dinner at the home of Emmett, was adrenaline pumping and ready to chew up all ' bone and the opportunity of carefree fun that he had finally with her boyfriend.

They headed to the runway holding hands. Brian smiled to himself, noting that, despite everything, many eyes were still focused on him and not only Justin, and younger then certainly more scope for Brian.

As the area is private, it was not crowded, but they did not need much space. They had never had. They pushed against each other docks and began dancing, smiling and exchanging kisses and laughter.

Emmett, instead of from the couch where he had taken his seat, and Ted Blake sighed watching them. "It's amazing the feeling that there is still between the two despite the years, cohabitation and children."

Ted chuckled, but came to observe them in turn with almost nostalgic look.

"I am sorry that Michael did not come," notes that while sipping a cocktail that Blake did not ask but he was still delivered to the table by a handsome waiter.

Emmett shrugged: "We must give him time. In the most awaited phone call from Ben. "

" Yes, " Ted laconic ascertained.

"That means yes " asked Emmett curious sipping his ever-present and unchanging Cosmopolitan.

"means yes! Which means yes Emmett? "Asked Ted testy.

"I do not know."

"Do not you know that means yes?"

"do not know what it means said with that rhetorical tone. "

Blake burst into merry laughter of the two bickering friends. Along with the vision of Brian and Justin dancing belly to belly whispering in the ears and who knows what ridendone, the surreal background of discussions of Ted and Emmett made him feel the taste of the time, as if by magic, illusion for one instant, wraps around itself returning to the joys of youth.

"Do not would come back again? "Brian asked with a smirk to his face sweaty and happy for Justin.

The boy giggled: "It's ironic, you really need to be confirmed?"

Brian did not answer, just narrowed his eyes groped to probe Justin's eyes blue.

The boy stopped the ball and returned the look: "Would you come," remarked seriously - and if I had not because I'd be back. They are always returned Bry. "

Brian puffing slightly from the nose and smiled and nodded. But it was the smile that Justin called 'sad-resigned'.

"What?" Asked the youth.

Brian wanted to ask him if he would be back again this time. From Chicago in late November, and then perhaps further from who knows where, maybe Italy or France. But the shock head, smiled and lifted his comrade surround the legs off the ground and unleashing his merry laugh. The twirled twice and then laid down again and join him in a kiss.

'Right or Wrong' - Erika

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v = grqdm48IRCw

****

Justin walked in the streets did not know. Streets were deserted and desolate, the sun blinding him from view their names, but perhaps they had not.

He felt a surge of anxiety in my chest: it was lost and did not have the phone with him. What to do? There was only one taxi ride, a car, a passer-by. The bars were all closed.

He sat on the sidewalk and put his head in his hands until a cloud covered the sun and giving relief allowing him to see the sign saying 'Exit'.

was a sign equal to that Hoffman was at the clinic in Pittsburgh.

smiled and stood up heading towards the path. When he was about to turn the corner that would take him out of that labyrinth he heard a groan behind him.

It was a desperate cry, a cry was slow and mellifluous.

Scarlett?

No, it could be her, the voice was a girl.

decided to ignore it, had to get out of that tangle of red-hot streets. But the wailing continued as a litany ... Maybe someone like him was lost.

He turned and sat where once he saw the silhouette of a girl, her head on his knees, his arms to encircle the legs. Rocking back and forth uttering that tired moan.

Justin approached. Her hair blacks, medium length, tanned, with curls and two bows at the sides of the head anachronistic.

"Are you lost?" Asked Justin.

The girl did not look up, just shook his head in a no dumb.

"Why are you complaining, what happened to you? Are you hurt? "

The girl did not answer.

Justin sighed and crouched down in front of her: "Hey, look what I found the way out, come with me!"

The girl shook her head again .

"Why not look at me? Look at me. "

wet She finally got a look on the boy, the beautiful face streaked with tears. Justin recognized her and smiled, amazed: "Scarlett?" - He asked - "Scarlett O'Hara?"

"You know me?" She asked in amazement.

"Yes, I know you!"

She just nodded.

"Come, come with me, I know how to get out of here."

"No."

"Why not?"

"I can not walk, my stomach hurts ..."

"That's why you cry? I take you in my arms and carry you away, then go to a doctor. "

" No. "

"Why?"

"I do not need ..."

Justin tried to smile: "Why, Scarlett O'Hara never gives up!"

"need to know the death to surrender," she smiled sweetly.

Justin swallowed hard but had a dry mouth.

"Are you dying?"

She just nodded.

"That's why you crying?"

"No ..."

"Why?"

& ldquo ; My baby girl ... "he said only, taking into tears.

Justin, recalling the film's plot nodded: "She died falling from a horse, I know. I'm sorry ... "

"Not she, not Dorothy ..."

"I have another?"

The girl nodded.

"Where is he now?" Said Justin starting to feel the oppressive heat of the sun.

"I do not know ... I wanted to see before you die, but do not know where ... I will die without seeing my baby ..."

Justin's breathing became labored, "I'll help you find it? What is your name? "

" I do not know ... "

" Do not know how you call your baby? "Justin asked incredulously while a drop of sweat streaked the neck.

"No ..."

The boy looked down and felt as if his strength were not. It was too hot and began to have trouble breathing.

"I will die without seeing my baby ..." repeated the girl thrown back his head between his knees and shooting to complain.

Justin wanted to help but felt themselves increasingly short of breath, the heat more oppressive and the lament that echoed in his skull creandogli confusion. He was about to faint. He would have had to breathe ... breathe ...

Breathe!

Lindsay turned astonished by the table where he was playing cards under an umbrella with Mel, Ted and Emmett, the sudden sigh of Justin and his sudden authorized to sit on the couch imbottino of white kitchen that was on the terrace , next to them and where, an hour before he and Brian had gone to sleep.

"Everything okay?" She asked.

Justin sighed and looked around frantically trying to regain the sense of time and space.

It was a dream.

"Justin?" Said Mel worried by his pant and t-shirt soaked with sweat.

Justin tried to assuage the anxiety that had caused the dream: "All right, yes. Only I must have fallen asleep in the sun and I felt almost suffocated, "turned what was a half-truth.

Lindsay poured a glass of water and went to bed: "Here, drink. Indeed today is a hot day and at some point you end up in the sun. You wake up Brian and maybe go to sleep in the room, "suggested pragmatic.

Justin finished the water and shook his head: "No, all right here. Now move the umbrella so Brian is in the shade. "

Ted laughed off the table:" Ehh, how things change when you get to thirty, eh? "Whispered amused - "Even our Sunshine can bear no more sleepless nights, booze and hot! "

Mel and Em giggled accomplices.

Justin stood up under the watchful eye of Lindsay and swung the white base of the umbrella so that Brian, still asleep, remain in the shade for at least another hour.

"Where is Scarlett?" He asked as if they were in a crowded amusement park and he had lost sight of, rather than on the terrace of the villa of Emmett.

"On the beach with Gus and Jenny."

Justin nodded and walked to the railing that overlooked the portion of private beach.

The three children, oblivious to the blazing sun and scorching heat of the afternoon, to mess up in the water trying to build a sand barrier such as to break the waves of the ocean.

Justin sighed, watching his little happy laugh, and tried to calm the breath, after all, did not want to settle down. Snorted a heavy sigh, trying, unsuccessfully, to blow off the anxiety that ice cream like a snake, she had begun to creep into his stomach.

'Do not want to let you go' - 5ive

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fI1NublEj8w

*****

Ben ascertained as ten pairs of eyes of children, innocent and hopeful, focused on can create the most destabilizing of embarrassment in an adult.

looked at children who were looking at him waiting for him to speak. But he did not know exactly what to say.

The class was nothing more than a thatched roof, built in the shadow of an old tree to steal a bit 'of that cool almost no one could find in Neak Luong.

Just arrived in the Cambodian city, Ben found himself immediately in front of the ostentatious diversity and contradictions of the place. Strategic point of trade, for being situated on the banks of the Mekong, the city had luxury and opulence that belonged to the few who, thanks to the Khmer Rouge had found a solid foundation and good luck. In addition to the residential center, similar to a modern and civilized city, were the ruins of what the Cambodian civil war had brought with her, and still wore.

No part of the city that it was private was rebuilt after the wars that had torn and the accidental U.S. bombing attack, in order to error, these fired over the heads of unsuspecting citizens 20 tons of bombs in 1973.

'a mistake' apologized to the U.S. government, a communication error of coordinates, so we apologize but we are human beings, who made no mistake?

no matter if the mistake had caused 150 deaths, more than 500 casualties and the destruction of one third of the city.

From the Jeep that had gone to take it to the port, Ben he felt like he was watching a movie from the end, as if he went backwards: first luxury palaces and buildings, then neighborhoods consist of homes available, not plastered brick, dirt roads, trucks and cars dating back at least fifty first, children running into the street barefoot, and then nothing. Only paddy fields.

Until MSF field.

field gathered refugees, poor people, sick people who could not use public institutions, sometimes for the cost too high for them, others, such as in the case of HIV-positive children, because the government was not involved Education and treatment of children with incurable diseases and potentially infectious.

She found herself face discrimination, the real one. It felt almost absurd the recrimination of gays who live in civilized countries, while not having the same rights as others, are not discriminated against by the government.

Obviously he was wrong but he did not realize.

The mere fact that the United States and Canada, a homosexual can not donate blood or organs, irrespective of the drug tests and viral discrimination was the same as Cambodia.

only better packaged, with glitter and sequins that diverted attention from the content.

He found solace, before leaving, the idea of going into a nation of Buddhist belief. But now, faced with those ten pairs of eyes the color of chocolate, she wondered for the first time in his inner journey, had it not true that there was nothing that life on earth. With its burden of suffering that no one would ever compensated.

'Vanity of Vanities' - Angelo Branduardi

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IbWK9wqG5h8

*****

"Now that's news!" ruled Melanie smiling back at the dinner table, after which was removed to answer the phone.

eyes of friends and children moved to her on hold.

They were all having lunch together on the terrace house on stilts above the ocean placed the villa in Malibu Drew and Emmett.

The woman sat down in his place with him and pointed triumphantly to look at Justin, "Pollard was the center of the gay / lesbian national" informed.

"Pollard, Pollard," asked Ted to make sure you identify exactly the secretary of the movement which gathered all centers gay / lesbian United States of America.

Melanie nodded, satisfied, "Pollard Pollard-"

"How has your number?" Emmett inquired suspiciously.

Linds smiled triumphantly and said to his companion: "Melanie in recent years has become an institution in gay movements. Is vice president of the movement Gay / Lesbian Pennsylvania! "

" And just because I gave up the post of president because of too many family commitments, "Melanie smiled at his partner, accepting the kiss she gave her sweet smile and nod.

Brian put his glass of ice water before drinking, and raised his eyes to heaven. Emmett looked at him and chuckled before returning to turn to her friends: "Yes well, I knew."

"My mom is famous!" Struts Jenny.

"Even my daddy!" Said Scarlett - "He makes paintings and exhibitions,"

"My mom is a famous lawyer," the rebound the twinkie before being interrupted by Melanie: "Just Jenny. She is smaller not be silly! "

Gus giggled watching her sister: she too was eventually reprimanded for having fought with a 'smaller'! How many times if he had heard him?

Jenny in response to his tongue.

"What was the news?" Prevailed Ted putting the initial speech on the tracks.

"Right!" Melanie smiled - "In mid-September we will be marching in New York ..." everyone nodded. They knew very well, was an event known across the globe - "And the center Gay / Lesbian National, in the person of Mr. Pollard, asked me to ask my close friend Justin Taylor, if he wants to deal with the creation of the poster that will advertise "announced conceited as they had asked her, while the smiling faces of all who turned to Justin gasped.

"Me?"

"Daddy Bravo, bravo, Daddy!" That exploded Scarlett had understood nothing of what had prompted her father, but had realized that it was something important, the tone used by Melanie and the smiling eyes of all adults who had turned to Justin.

The boy laughed and picked her daughter rewarded with a 'thank you' and a kiss on the forehead.

"With you!" Confirmed Melanie and Lindsay lived in the proud smile of light that has always reflected by Justin.

Michael slipped the look, proud, in turn, by Justin at Brian and found him to pass his hands over his eyes

"Then you say," asked the woman.

"Well, what do you to say? Of course, obvious that I will! "Said the smiling boy, shaking his head again in disbelief.

Brian nodded and stuck his tongue in his cheek.

"And ..." Melanie continued, turning to him - "They need an agency that creates the catchphrase"

Brian snorted an ironic laugh from Nose: "But think what a coincidence!" He said raising the dark eyes on the environment who shook his head questioningly.

Brian raised his eyebrows do with conscious breathing "is the national movement, no? Headquartered in New York, no? And the march in New York. Why do you not have asked for an agency in New York? "Churches and all heads turned to Melanie waiting for a response. All except those who remained fixed Justin Michael and Brian.

"Well, they know me and know that ..."

"What you have what passes for another close friend that has an advertising agency, and he also happens to be gay," Brian interrupted her - "and only for this reason alone should feel obligation to help them. And for them it is a godsend because each agency would Yorker slammed the door in his face. But we certainly will not do an agency whose president is gay, right? It is also well mate Justin Taylor, "Brian asked to do so with ironic that even the tone in the ears of children came grating as chalk on a blackboard.

Lindsay's shoulders sagged, Emmett's eyebrows raised and a slight smile on his face peeped aware, the look of Drew became concerned, came to Ted's nose nearly touching the skewers prawns her plate, Melanie's eyes were made of ice.

"You will not," asked the woman.

"No."

Justin's sigh was the only sound that is perceived in the moment of stunned silence that was to be created. And to whom Brian was amazed: it seemed they had known for two days, not years from now as they knew him. Why are all posed as a disappointment?

"Sure!" Melanie snapped awkwardly slamming the phone on the table: "It is a question of your principle. You never helped the gay movement and do not you put in some hours, leaves of your reputation! "

Gus and Jenny looked up on the frightened woman, were hardly Witnesses of deliberations among their relatives, but when it happened, especially between Melanie and Brian gave off sparks that were burning on their skin.

"No Melanie, is not a matter of principle, it is a matter of business and common sense. The Kinnetik is not the Omnicom Group you can afford to take a group of employees three weeks to conceive and create slogans grant. The Kinnetik must work to paying customers. It is not a charity, is a company for profit. Since you're a lawyer you should understand its significance, " the man said calmly and almost ridanciano.

That did Melanie go into a rage more than if I had shouted, as has always happened.

"Because I thought it possible that I answered for you once in your life differently?" She asked ironically raised his arms and shaking his head in his own naivety.

Brian laughed, "Why under the bark to be hard to take you on at the end you still believe in fairy tales," he smiled sincerely.

He wanted to make a joke kind, held a fund in which a truth believed. But his statement triggered the inferno.

"You are always the same, you will never change, never!" Melanie snapped getting angry and leaving the table.

Brian Lindsay looked reproachfully, shaking his head, that Emmett had felt on his skin and Drew years before the cynicism applied to the work of Brian, shook his head and sighed.

"But you have all, "asked Brian honestly surprised," I said I do not testify in favor of an innocent person sentenced to death by saving it from the gallows, I just said I do not have the time and means to make a campaign free of charge. "

" I make the image, Brian, this will only create the slogan, 'said Justin Scarlett pulling down his legs. The harsh tone he had used scratched the ears of Brian looked at him for the first time since the conversation began: "Yes of course. You look like someone who does not has no idea what is behind an advertising campaign. Not just a slogan, then you have the project finished, you have to sell it to newspapers, sites, common fucking each city for display, the television! "

" if you could deal with Ted do not have time, "Justin argued they are impelled by youth who had still to gay causes and lost causes -" We work together. There by Andrew and Sonia, and then we'll take care ... "

" Ted has two campaigns for October and Andrew and Sonia with him. It's not that you can get in and close Kinnetik twenty days in office with my AD and the two best graphics and Executive copywrighter. It is a company, Sunshine, which has more to worry about. "

" The bigger you are doing what is "Justin snapped.

"No, you're doing the simplest, Justin," Brian ruled hard.

Michael's gaze lowered to the napkin.

"Justin is right. It's an important thing for us, for everybody. What an example from our children if every time you refuse to join the movement for what belongs to us? "Lindsay snapped completely out of place.

"Forget the children and examples Linds," Brian snapped the rebound giving it a stone look.

all they wanted from him?! It seemed have been quite clear about why Kinnetik you could not afford to do what was required!

At least Michael, Ted, Emmett, Drew and Blake had the decency to stay out.

Why Lindsay and Melanie had always intervene in things that are not related?

"must take it with you lost and do what you say," Lindsay snapped whose commentary was accompanied by a nod away from Melanie who was injured aboard the terrace as if Brian had but spit in face.

"No Linds, you're wrong here. You can do whatever you want. Go to the map, self-financing, paint signs with markers rainbow. But do not ask me to do so. "

" I do not those signs, "says Justin.

"Anybody want coffee?" Asked Emmett trying to salvage of that discussion and trying to divert the inevitable ill-fated course. But his appeal fell on deaf ears.

"No, in fact," the note said Brian Justin re-focusing attention on him, "You'll create an image. Certainly having an effect, certainly appealing, surely full of your genius, "gave Brian convinced of what he was saying. "If I only paint a sign would be easier for me, tell me Justin, when accounts create this masterpiece?" He asked with a smile imprisoned in the shoulders - "As we finish the paintings for Casey? Or while you make the boards for the new issue of Rage? O between one and Away three weeks in Chicago? "

" In Chicago I go after, "Justin specific piqued.

Brian laughed: "Ah yes, sorry, I was lost in the tide of jobs that need to complete two months from now!"

& ldquo ; Do you have any problem with this, "asked Justin and all the friends began to observe who the pot, those who own the phone, who wanted the sea to be anywhere but there at that time.

Brian closed his eyes fixed on those of his companion: was it a challenge?

"No Sunshine, I have no problem with that. But maybe you'll get it. Be warned that trying to take from all sides, you run the risk of not even hit a target. "

" What's that supposed to mean? "

Brian closed shrug: "Just what I said. You walk in five or six different projects to be completed in two months. Do you think one thing you'll face? "

" Of course I can, you know that if a project takes me I can spend the nights over! "

Brian nodded. He knew all too well. "Then do it!" Granted with a smile unsympathetic.

"I do not need your approval," remarked Justin.

"No, you're right. One would expect that at thirty you were already able to apply to only the principle of priority without my help. "

" You said well, I have thirty years. So Stop treating me like a fucking brat! "Threatened Justin.

Brian inhaled through the nose and clenched his jaw fixing our gaze on that of the companion.

The embarrassed silence around them was palpable as grains of polystyrene.

"Daddy, Daddy do not quarrel," begged Scarlett suddenly fearful.

It was just what prevented Brian Justin put in place thus beginning one of their epic quarrel that usually, however, were done separately.

See that included only two of them. Mai's friends and certainly not Scarlett.

smiled to her daughter: "We're not fighting baby, is only a slight difference of opinion."

"You what?" Asked Scarlett more worried about unleashing the merry laughter breaks the tension of the whole group.

Only Justin continued to stare without laughing mate.

'Saviour' - 30STM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VWia6yzAvB4

(third time )