"Hey!"
"Hey, hello"
"But what time is it there? Do not you sleep? "
" Here's morning already "
" Oh yeah, right "
" You? "
"In the studio to arrange the details of the new script for Rage. Justin Tuesday to find everything ready because it has to do the drawings in two days otherwise unable to prepare the image for the March on NY. Then he must also start to deliver the paintings in Paola and I think it has a rendezvous with Pratt. "
" The time to breathe is left? "
" Fortunately that is something that is done without having to think "
" How are you? "
" I miss you, but I'm fine "
... ... ..."
"Ben? Do not worry about me, take your time as you want. You also have made a commitment to end September is not it? I was aware of "
" Yes, of course. Have you looked at the mail? "
" Ahhh no, actually I've been around the whole afternoon with Ted and Blake, I had dinner with them and are in the studio. Why?
"Look, I've scanned a thing"
"Ok I will."
"I'll leave you to your work"
"Okay,"
"We feel when you wake up tomorrow. Called at any time, is not a problem even if it's night here "
"Ok"
"Hello"
"Hello."
Michael hung up unable to decide whether the tone of the phone call was pleasant or sad.
was certainly more exciting, far less than usual or glacial.
turning on the PC and connects to your mailbox personal email
Date: Sun, 30 Aug 2012 09:01:57 pm
From: BEN
To: Michael \u0026lt;@ Michael.Novotny.personal Rage.com
Subject:
was on mine, let's call it chair, yesterday morning. It is not beautiful? It is now hanging above my bed. It will be one of the many memories that I carry from here. A kiss. I love you. Ben
Michael stared at the drawing with a gentle smile and moved.
Ben's words made him realize that, finally, he had understood what those children, saw in him.
"The bigger engine" - Zecchino d'oro 1991
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6zr2aRwMcOY
****
Laureen's phone croaked his acid tone in the middle of an exchange of three joints, sitting on cushions in a calm and relaxed after dinner at the loft.
Brian looked after him, the woman and puffing to get up to go to the bag.
tight jeans, tennis shoes abandoned for an hour somewhere in the loft, a gray T-shirt with round neck.
was the first time he saw her in casual version.
She pulled the phone from her bag and smiled at the surprise name on the LED
"Tell me if this is not Jared Leto," she smiled into the after pressing the answer key.
Shawn and Brian exchanged glances and shrugged his eyebrows in admiration of that name, and Brian let out a giggle daughter of marijuana, closely followed by his friend.
Brian put a finger on his lips, still smiling, telling Shawn to be quiet, to follow the conversation of Laureen.
"As you know I'm in Pittsburgh? ... ... ... Oh yes it is true that stupid ... ... ... ... tell me ..." he was standing in the middle of the loft and sometimes eyes of fire struck the cheerful couple who giggled behind her without no apparent reason "Nothing, do not worry I'm with two friends ... stupid ..." he confided to his interlocutor sparking further laughter Shawn and Brian "... ... yes, yes ... ... ... ; ... ... ... Get out of my head again to present your concert concerts as I had committed suicide or had just been the victim of a serial killer! "
Brian looked surprised that Shawn explained that years ago, Jared was invited to Laureen a concert / dance in which, referring to the video of a song, the guests were to appear dressed and made up as victims of stabbings, accidents or, indeed, the sadistic serial killer
"I know that I did not come even to those of New York Jared but you know how I was that night ... ... "
Shawn spiteful laughter at that point became coarse and the intimate Laureen a mandatory silence severe widening eyes.
"What are you laughing?" Said Brian clinging to a bottle of beer.
Shawn looked at his sister who now had her back and had a few feet away and walked over to Brian to do with co-conspirator "did not go to the concert because he was desperate. His Francis had just left her for another "
Brian laughed a sadistic laugh. So also happened to be discharged all'infallibile Dr. Drescher?
"But how did he know about Jared Leto?"
Shawn shrugged "It 's been his patient years ago,"
Brian licked his lips with sensuous nodding to "Too bad that was not yours. Seeing the person I think it is interesting to explore it more there rather than in the head "
Shawn chuckled puffing out all at once the last breath of the third joint of the evening.
"So even Laureen has been seduced and abandoned" Brian asked with a curiosity that usually do not belong to him. But alcohol and drugs played a key role in the circuits of his brain. Brain which, in addition, more than any other time, trying not to focus too much on the fact that he was living.
Shawn nodded "He gave up the job in San Diego to follow the handsome prince, an architect in New York .."
"Oh! New York, "notes Brian dry. was starting to hate only heard of it.
"Yes New York" Shawn confirmed "but one day he said he was in love ..."
"Why do not you publish? Maybe it throws you some money! "Laureen interrupted that conversation is finished, she returned to join them pinching in the middle of a rumor that she was concerned.
Brian sly smile and Shawn shrugged "I was just explaining to Brian because you went to a concert of Jared."
"Even as no" ruled the doctor taking place on the enormous black cushion "They were giggling like kids dumb fun of my misfortunes in love."
"I swear I will not come from here, "promised Brian chuckled amused.
"I have no problem with this," said Laureen showing upper and indifferent "He left me then? Happens, it happens to everyone "
Shawn put his a hand to his mouth unable to inhibit laughter.
"You're an idiot" the Rimbotti sister before turning to Brian "The demonstration of maturity is showing off my sister is due to the fact that I left her for another" confessed ; fearless woman.
Brian locked himself in the back by agreeing with you that was so hilarious.
"For another older," said then the doctor in a tone close to hysterical collapse.
Brian opened his mouth in an "oh" amazed that a malicious smile leaned against his will.
Laureen took a breath, "Do you realize?" The man blurted out, then watching "You expect your man to come home and tell you that you infigato girl's boobs and all Silicon twenty years. Here you prepare, you are ready, and know how to respond. But no! "He pointed out angrily while Shawn now sank his face into a pillow so as not riderle rudely in the face "The asshole gets home and tells me that you love with whom? Fifty five of the order of the store "Heels and Keys! Do you realize? HEELS AND KEYS "remarked incredulously.
Brian put a hand to mouth muscles for strength to hold the laughter he heard exploding in the chest.
"Stuff you would not believe" snapped Laureen now unable to restrain himself, "I have four fucking years younger than him and nine of her! Not to mention a breast that is holding perfectly still for cursed law of gravity, an ass that seems of marble and a study on the fifth fucking way! And what does he do? It is perhaps infiga secretary that if it did that, could turn porn movies? No! Grandmother who falls in love with the sole of the shoes! You understand that even a concert of 30 Seconds to Mars, as well wants to Jared, it was just too much for that day "
Brian finally burst into laughter release, followed by that of Shawn, his eyes wet and stuck on top of a pillow, it was even flushed dall'irrefrenabile attack of laughter.
"Laugh Laugh" again to show off with Laureen higher "if you need to laugh, laugh too!" Stood up and grabbed two pillows "couple of turds," roared then slam exploding over their heads and turn into a happy laugh.
"I'll Be There for You" - The Rembrandts
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ImFOKIt2vPI
****
"What a day eh?" Said Justin jumping on the couch next to Gus , on the patio by the pool.
The boy glanced amused and nodded.
Justin had lived up to its intent and had taken the three children. He had spent the afternoon in the pool with them, had prepared their dinner on the barbecue, exempting them from work after finding that only lay a table of challenges was getting the ground and discussions between the three "brothers", then he watched a movie with them and finally Scarlett and Jenny, were cooked by the sun collapsed and games .
Gus was crouched on the couch by the pool reading a book about alien conquerors.
"You what time you go to bed usually?" Justin said with his head resting against the back and eyes closed.
"Do you want to go to bed?"
"No, I just want to know if you have the time to go as the girls'
" Why do not you know? "
Justin opened his eyes suddenly, as if the question had been accused of Gus launched missiles hot. He smiled and licked his lips, "Of course I do. But in the end it's Saturday and tomorrow you can sleep all you want so I was wondering if ... "
" If Jus want to go to paint vaccination as well. I know on his own now "notes succinctly as the father Gus resume reading.
Justin sighed looking at his perfect profile "E 'for what you heard yesterday," he asked.
"Hum?" Gus muttered, feigning indifference, without moving his eyes on him.
Justin cocked his head sideways with a slight smile on his face, then reached out and slowly closed the book that the child was reading. Gus and let him do a sigh, he raised an eye on the boy.
"Are you mad at me for discussion with Brian," he asked specifically not censoring the word "pissed" to give the impression to turn to Gus that their discussion could travel at levels equal.
The boy shrugged, "No, I'm not mad at you. Just ... ... "he paused, looking down at the knees crossed at Indiana on the pillow.
"Only that?" Spurred him Justin.
"No"
"Gus can you tell me what you think, I'm listening"
"There was a discussion. Have you had a fight, and ugly, "said the child with low tone.
Justin raised his eyebrows and nodded, "Yes, we fought really hard. But this does not mean that me and dad we love the same. Brian told me that you've heard why we fight. So it's obvious that I did something that made him angry, perhaps rightly, and we get carried away by anger. It happens. But now everything is fine. "
Gus just nodded and Justin's gently stroked her hair.
"Do not believe everything is OK?"
"Yes, but because when the big fight is always the fault of the children?" asked the little boy finally revealing the confusion typical of every kid.
infantile selfishness, Justin knew, the kids think they are the disturbing factor in the relationship between the parents. He, too, which was much larger, he felt guilty about the divorce of his parents.
whole world revolves around them and in that swirl of emotions unique fall even those annoying. This is what the children think.
Justin sighed and put her hand under her chin gently forcing him to look at "It's not the fault of the children if the parents fight Gus. And if threads are added often, it is because we try to think about what is best for you and sometimes it happens that you are in disagreement or conflict. But that's not something you do "you" sons, Gus. It 's something that only affects us and our parents trying to protect that sometimes goes by the wayside. But this is not for the adults and the child. You did not blame Gus. "
" But Scarlett is that you fight "
Justin shook his head "No, not for Scarlett, but for something I did involving Scarlett. It 's different, you understand that? "
Gus looked at him and nodded. Justin smiled and nodded in turn.
"So you and dad will not let you?"
Justin came over and hugged him impulsively, "No, Gus, do not let us. Me and dad we love, a deep well that goes beyond discussions or quarrels. Do not be afraid of this "
Gus sighed," Ok "
" Ok "asked Justin to confirm his eyes.
The boy nodded, "You ..." she began hesitantly, "You ... you love me like they want to Scarlett?"
Justin with his chin resting on the baby's head agrottò , the eyebrows, "What do you mean?"
"I mean if you love me like I want to mamy for example?" Mess revealing a doubt that the child, who knows how long it was closed in his being.
Justin felt a strong protective instincts and tenderness for this child who had witnessed the birth. He had met on his road the same day he met Brian, and just like Brian, had changed the whole course of his life. But perhaps, given the demand, had failed to Prove the immense love she felt for him. He sighed, thinking how difficult it was to show their love to Kinney.
"Gus" began without changing position, keeping it embraced "I was in hospital the day you were born. I was there with your dad and your mom. And I'm in love with you since I laid eyes on him. I love your father, I love your mother and you are their child that I have seen the birth. You can not love you less than you love them "
" But you're the only one that I call by name "Gus ruled by interrupting the saliva of the boy.
How many things are hidden in the universe of thoughts of a child? How many worries, doubts, questions shown any fear or embarrassment. Perhaps he wondered why he felt the father of Scarlett although it had physically and not his father the same way?
The man gently lifted careful not to lose contact with the child and put his hands on his shoulders looking into his eyes "Do you want to call me Grandpa, Gus? & Rdquo ;
The child looked down with cheeks reddened that
"Because if you want to do it. It 'exactly what I feel for you, Gus. Always. And that will never change even if something should happen with Brian "
The child got a clear look at Justin and smiled.
"More Than Words" - Extreme
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UrIiLvg58SY
****
"I have two specialties. In dissociative disorders and Chinese "proclaimed Laureen sitting on an uncomfortable wooden chair rocking (part that Justin was the breaking of the rigor and modern minimalist furnishings throughout the perplexity of Brian), her legs resting in a pile of pillows, a cigarette between his fingers.
"Why I find most interesting specializations of your sister? "said Brian clever unleashing the merry laughter of two friends.
The evening was becoming night and no one seemed to notice. The acrid smell of marijuana permeated every corner of the loft, taking with him a sense of calm and peace that was reflected in the three friends who, despite the sofas, who were sitting for hours on the ground, who in the rocking chair.
the middle of their little circle and an ashtray full of cigarette butts and drugs, two bottles of liquor, whiskey and gin, the remains of an unlikely Chinese bun which Brian had tried not to imagine the ingredients.
"did you ask me you!" Specific Laureen taking a puff of Marlboro
"Right. What is Chinese? "
The woman shrugged," It's technically the "paralinguistic system." Body language. The difference between what he says and what his mouth says the body "
Brian laughed," So You are a kind of lie peddler. Now let me explain why Francis's left you. Although I would prefer a "Heels and Keys" in place of one who asks me why I opened the refrigerator with his left hand instead of right without being left-handed. "
Shawn broke out in a laughter.
"How much did you drink and smoke?" Said the sister, raising his head to look at it and showing off an air of scolding from your mother, as if she had not done in company with Shawn all the toasts and smoke "of I'm sure that Brian "then sentenced him to revolt.
The man looked at her quizzically amused even if "Do I look like one that needs to be interpreted?"
"Absolutely," she said with conviction.
Shawn raised his eyebrows and stared at Brian with an amused, but he remained silent.
The man cleared his throat and leaned with his back to Barcelona, shaking his head
"Like now for example," Laureen estimated undeterred. "I clear my voice to emphasize that my statement has been bothering you and in a posture that would assess all of" relaxation "have not done anything but get away from me physically as I could"
Brian snickered , "Definitely when I prefer your sister plays with my balls"
"I have no doubt Brian. That part of you to know manage better than anyone else "
Brian just nodded to make clearly annoyed.
Laureen closed his eyes taking the last puff of smoke "You asked me what the Chinese Brian."
*** *
Gus, Jenny and Scarlett, were standing at the entrance Justin Britin to study the immense, with staring eyes and open mouths. Wearing just a slip bath.
In front of them a huge white linen cloth lying on the ground and some containers full of large and low tempera colors.
Justin looked at them and laughed, "So what do you think?"
Jenny looked at him timidly uncertain that you understand exactly what they had to do "Really we do it? "
Justin shrugged," Only if you like, obviously, "
" Yes, we feel like we can ... but ... really? "
The boy giggled put their hands on the shoulders" Of course you can! It 'an art form, Mom Lindsay will have nothing to say. She knows it, is called 'Body Painting'. "
" Mama Mel would call it instead 'Justin you crazy? "' Specific Gus with a smile.
Justin laughed and crouched down next to her daughter "Scarlett Ready?"
The Babina nodded vigorously sucking her lips into his mouth as his father.
"You?"
Gus and Jenny confirmed with the head and a smile that had now become an uncontrollable need
"Then go!" Urged ; Justin
Children not have it repeat twice ran to the jars and bowls with the first and make afraid, then taking more and more courage, began to sink his arms to the elbows in the paint then scented spalmandosela him.
The laughter and the screams attracted Jennifer, intent to prune the roses are pruned well aware that in August. But he hated those drums that stood out the most senior of the bushes, ruining the effect of bed.
He walked to the entry of the study of child and stared at the scene that is the crossroads at with his mouth almost completely open.
recognized Gus, Jenny and her niece under layers of colorful paint only because they knew them.
Justin looked at her mother with the tongue between the lips and an amused smile on his face.
"Take courage is washable paint" the poked
Jennifer nodded slowly, still incredulous "paint that 'you' wash, you know that true? In 'your' bath, using 'your' sponges and 'your' towels'
Justin burst into a merry laugh, and brought an arm around her mother's cuddle.
True Colors - Cindy Lauper
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